[repost] since when?

hup hup~! sebenarnya ini tulisan saya di acc livejournal yang mestinya saya jadiin fanfiction (yang berasal dari pengalaman sebenarnya LOL). bentuknya kurang lebih kayak drabble. iseng saya repost disini deh. so, kritik dan saran akan sangat diapresiasi :)

well. happy reading!

droplets fell continuously from above, followed by meek sounds of water crashing below.

cold breeze passed me by, blowed my bangs slowly and revealed my longing eyes.

this gaze dropped at the thin glowing screen.

inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale..

breathing…. slowly.

while my mind still hit by many questions and played all those memories back, I can’t help but felt so confused,

reality hit me hard, all hails to karma for did its own job with flying colors.

oh.

in facts…

yes. those tingle feelings.. already greeted me.

it’s a payback time. my denial words of all the feelings related to our bonds haunted me back.

was it my mistake for late… realization?


a long sigh escaped from this mouth. slightly smoked because of this cold night.


and then the ghost smile passed my lips, as my fingers slowly moves to several directions, followed what my heart felt rather than this twisted mind wanted.

since when..?

you care.
no, i won’t die just because of didn’t swallow anything in 1 day.
absolutely won’t die just because you didn’t see me today.

since when..?

i feel so overwhelmed.


october 26th 2011 @ 5pm.


#1st drabble. sorry for the grammatical mistake ^^

(nb: ini tentang kamu. fyi, tanggal dan isi sms-sms di atas itu real loh dear. ayo flashback!)